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I'm stupid and I know it!

Article written a while ago but hey I forgot to press publish!

Sure you have at least once felt like it in your life - STUPID, TONTA, IDIOT!



I feel like it right know. Everyone wants something from me, money, time, a fuck, something which sometimes makes sense, but other times you feel absorbed and used. This is our projection, I don't blame you or anyone who is involved in the stories I'm about to tell as I know I and only I create my reality but some people help you create a good one others help you create a shitty one.

The only good thing about me feeling like shit is that I'm here now, sharing all these with you all as I have none to share it with or none who inspire me enough to do so with (or maybe I just don't want to bother them... and I prefer to bother you ;). Thank you for reading.

Usually I write articles once I have learnt something, this article is hot, in the way that I'm feeling the pain right now!

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When cheating surprises into your life!

I have been bad. Very bad.

With men. Fuc*! Shit! Yep,  Not is not about fuc*ing, or maybe it is! Awww anyway I don’t feel good about it. It feels like I have gone against my values, I have cheated myself! I have never believed in cheating and I have always said the truth, whatever it is. I have been influenced by many people. MY MUM. She is all over my head more than I would like sometimes. I don’t think cheating is good, that’s true, that’s what I think, that’s how I feel. Yes I have done it, a few times, against my values. But wait a minute, is this right?

What are my values?

There is a new side of me, a new side that says: Live the present and live it fully, whatever that means. And another one that says: Sometimes you don’t need to say everything, especially if it’s going to hurt somebody (That's more like the voice of my friends which I have never been too sure about).

How natural is it to stick with one person? I think it’s VERY natural when it happens naturally. What I mean…

Beautiful women also struggle to have sex!

Here I am on a Sunday with no-one to meet, and by no-one, I mean guys, obviously!


Yes, beautiful intelligent women also struggle to have sex, (maybe not generally) but I’m talking about quality sex, sex with emotions, with connection and meaning! Sex that is beautiful, that is serious – that’s the type of sex I would like to experience, and I would like YOU to experience, every-time you have sex with someone. It’s like connecting with the universe, like becoming part of everything, becoming one person, and experiencing life in its deepest way. Ufff. It’s even hard to talk about. My whole body reacts as if I was almost there, we’re not even close really but it sounded good to say! Lol.




Most of you probably think about sex but, unfortunately the wrong type of sex – not the deep, meaningful one I’m talking about. This is for one simple reason – most people have never experienced it!

Research - The simple fact that a great percentage of women do not really enjoy sex gives me this idea (…

When a letter never gets to its destination

I have just found this somewhere in my room...
I go to sleep crying, I wake up crying, I meditate crying and I look at other guys crying. I miss you so much. I think about you constantly, shout at myself to stop it, shout at myself not to text you even though its what I fancy the most.I want  to know about you, how you are, how you feel, what you are doing. This is painful, or at least, I'm allowing it to be painful.I'm writing because somehow it feels like I'm talking to you, pleasing that need of having you.You are awesome the way you are, you are awesome the way you kiss me, and the way you look at me; thank you for these fantastic moments that I will always keep with me and will bring them when needed.Want to know how you are, how you feel, what you do.I miss you crazy.

I cry inside, I feel sad and I know it sounds depressing but really feels as if I had an arm missing, something its missing, you are missing.You maybe hating me right now for writing to you, please be fle…

Moving on with pain

God!!

So yesterday I was SO horny all day long, I was like OMG! OMG! I need to procreate, lol.

Then today, I feel like – who needs a guy? What for? Sex? Ppfff that’s not something I am even interested in. God! How can women deal with this stuff without getting mad? Actually, we do get mad, that was the whole point about me writing right? ‘Whateva'!

Hello guys! I'm so happy to be here with you writing about my hormones and about how crazy the world is. Today, as you have already noticed, is all about hormones – such a new topic! First of all, I want to apologize in the name of all women in the world, sorry! Uff as soon as I'm writing this, I'm like, no! I'm not sorry, this is it guys, women have different hormonal changes because we are supposed to have kids – every month we get ready for it and that's great! Is it? Oh ok, there they come, again with these mental contradictions. Does is happen to you girls? You start talking, then suddenly you realise everything yo…

When you are in love with the wrong person...

Sometimes it happens - you wake up all excited about the day ahead simply because you are going meet with THAT one person who you most want to spend your time with. Any other plans, for some unknown reason, are not exciting at all. You wake up, smile, get ready with your best outfit and make up your face (even if this is something you don't normally do), ready to meet THAT person with plans you’ve made the day before. Then you call THAT person and they say your plans may have to be postponed until a bit later, and you feel disappointed, but the fact that you will meet two hours later makes it still exciting – you know the wait will be worth... Then three hours later you receive a text saying that instead of just the two of you meeting up, THAT person is meeting a friend and you are welcome to join – 'Really?' It’s not the fact that I'm not going be able to spend private time with THAT person, it’s the fact that THAT person is cool not to do so! 



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Why this blog should exist?

Girls!


Have you ever been frustrated because you don't understand the guys you date or the guy you’re in a relationship with?
Boys!

Have you ever been frustrated because you don't understand the girls you date or the one you have a relationship with?

I know both answers - Yes. Ok, let's calm down and relax.



This blog can help us understand men and women in a combined scientific and experience based way. These questions we all have about Why men don't cry!? Why women love talking!? Why men don't want to chit-chat after sex!?

All these answers and more are being answered here, because after many years of getting frustrated at what men do and hearing my male friends complain about what women do, I couldn't handle it anymore, so I started researching. My first question was the 3rd one on the list, 'Why men don't want to chit, chat after sex!?' I love talking! I hated when they only wanted to go sleep afterwards, when you can see their eyes closing whilst…